Owing to you

I'll never touch you, I'm fully aware of it.
When I find you on the papers
I'll think tenderly of you,
and at least hope that you'll be just as you are.
I want to keep the beauty as long as I wish.

You never ought to get old.
Are you fully aware of it?
As far as you live in me,
I'll think tenderly of you.
Will you let me fall in love?
I asked you never to be come true
therefore, I won't be able to.
If your future is not what I seek,
surely I'll close both me eyes are ears.

Though I wish for your happiness, I don't feel like
blessing you from my heart for happiness.
I ought to gaze at you.
It's all up to you whether my complication willl go away.