Choke

[00:06.16] I know where this is going, I hope I fucking Choke
[00:10.83] Fuck, I can't think straight
[00:14.24] I can't see straight
[00:17.09] Can't live this way
[00:18.85] Crushed beneath the weight of all this shame
[00:27.05] I can't escape
[00:30.88] Pick apart the past until I lose my mind
[00:34.32] Looking at myself through brand new eyes
[00:37.12] I don't look back in anger...
[00:39.31] I look back in shame, I blame myself
[00:41.94] I wish it didn't take so long to see
[00:44.07] That this isn't a good place to be
[00:46.33] Burning as I walk through hell
[00:49.03] Backs keep turning like a carousel
[00:52.33] And I don't want to feel these things I have to feel
[00:55.91] It feels like I'm not supposed to be here but I have to feel this
[01:01.48] No I can't run anymore, the time has come to face it
[01:06.32] No I can't run anymore, I have to try erase it
[01:11.04] And I don't really wanna talk about what's going on inside my head
[01:16.54] Honestly I'd rather be dead
[01:20.69] And I know it, yeah I know where this is going...
[01:27.86] And I hope I fucking choke
[01:41.70] Pick apart the past until I lose my mind
[01:43.55] Looking at myself through brand new eyes
[01:46.69] I don't look back in anger...
[01:48.67] I look back in shame, I blame myself
[01:52.49] Yeah I blame myself for all of it
[01:56.19] This weight cannot be lifted
[01:58.60] Wish I never existed
[02:17.43] And I really mean it
[02:19.17] I hope I choke
[02:21.67] And I don't want to feel these things I have to feel
[02:25.47] It feels like I'm not supposed to be here but I have to feel this
[02:30.82] No I can't run anymore, the time has come to face it
[02:35.65] No I can't run anymore, I have to try erase it
[02:40.72] And I don't really wanna talk about what's going on inside my head
[02:45.88] Honestly I'd rather be dead
[02:49.72] And I know it, yeah I know where this is going...
[02:57.66] And I hope I fucking choke
[03:06.29] I know where this is going, I hope I fucking choke
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