Crush You

It's raining this afternoon,
We haven't talked for 10 days...
You called me this afternoon
And you left me a message:
"please answer me... you know
That i can't hold on without you!
This feeling is nothing new,
But my heart is bleeding bad..."
'cause i was afraid
That nothing would change,
I turned my back on you
And drowned myself in lies.
Now i know you were the best thing i've had.
I let you go away and that's the worst thing i've done.
Now i am missing you so much.
Am i awake?
I am dying down here, alone.
God, i want her back!
Now i am missing you so much.
Am i awake?
They were lies!
I walk along this avenue
Where we met, do you remember?
It's my first time here without you,
And it has never been so dark.
I wish you could hear me say:
Forgive me ('cause i was afraid,)
I really thought (that nothing would change)
So i lied (i turned my back on you,)
Now i know!
Now i am missing you so much.
Am i awake?
I am dying down here, alone.
God, i want her back!
Now i am missing you so much
Am i awake?
They were lies!
I still love you...
Now i am missing you so much.
Am i awake?
I am dying down here, alone.
God, i want her back!
Now i am missing you so much
Am i awake?
They were lies!
I still love you...
It's raining this afternoon,
I'm watching the news on channel five:
"a sad story this afternoon;
A girl committed suicide..."