Oh No! I Forgot My Chill Pill

Why won't it ever feel right
Tried a couple things every night
Grew a plant cut my hair I'll try and dye it
When I care enough to shower and change my clothes

I'm in a palace making my bed
Drinks without sweetener in it
Finding downsides to quit
Sunshine within the darkness
No sleep when life looks like this
My mind is always changing

Thought some time would help me fix this
But I'm still deep in my head
Can you give me something instead
Yeah words don't always have to mean things
But I can't help from thinking
Guess it's just my normal mood swings

How can you look in my eyes talk about how im so nice can't you see what's inside
I'm only happy lost in the clouds or feeling sorry for myself in bubbles you're not allowed
Because I'm caught in dreams their pulling me I'm losing me I thought we
Had it all controlled but now I'm gone again

I'm in a palace making my bed
Drinks without sweetener in it
Finding downsides to quit
Sunshine within the darkness
No sleep when life looks like this
My mind is always changing

Thought some time would help me fix this
But I'm still deep in my head
Can you give me something instead
Yeah words don't always have to mean things
But I can't help from thinking
Guess it's just my normal mood swings
I guess it's just my normal mood swings