Backpedal

[00:21.73] I could tell you
[00:22.50] Ain't the type to backpedal
[00:24.57] Give me truth
[00:25.25] That's only how my mind settle
[00:27.02] I could see you
[00:28.30] Ain't someone who stay level
[00:29.95] But just for me
[00:31.01] I'm hoping you could be a vessel
[00:32.87] I could tell you
[00:33.91] Ain't the type to backpedal
[00:35.77] Give me truth
[00:36.58] That's only how my mind settle
[00:38.39] I could see you
[00:39.48] Ain't someone who stay level
[00:41.00] But just for me
[00:42.23] I'm hoping you could be a vessel
[00:44.71] 14 since we last spoke
[00:46.91] I got so much hatred for you, but I let it go
[00:49.68] As a kid, I was waiting for the day you show
[00:52.50] But that absence was everything that help me grow
[00:55.45] And I know it hit the others in the same way
[00:57.85] Yo' daughter leaning to the alcohol to get away
[01:00.45] My brother smoking on a pack leading to the grave
[01:03.35] My mother always on her feet know she boutta cave
[01:06.29] But I
[01:07.02] Still try to understand your perspective
[01:09.12] Never wanted us, broken trust, swap the objective
[01:12.03] I just hate that you can't ever face it, get introspective
[01:14.78] Never taking fault, every single time you protective
[01:17.43] Like
[01:17.90] Is the topic that we talking subjective
[01:20.02] I don't even sense regret when, while we getting reflective
[01:22.93] I know the marriage defective, but it was us who affected
[01:25.88] All I want is the truth, but you still getting deflective
[01:28.87] I could tell you
[01:29.65] Ain't the type to backpedal
[01:31.49] Give me truth
[01:32.33] That's only how my mind settle
[01:34.17] I could see you
[01:35.26] Ain't someone who stay level
[01:36.85] But just for me
[01:37.83] I'm hoping you could be a vessel
[01:39.75] I could tell you
[01:40.74] Ain't the type to backpedal
[01:42.40] Give me truth
[01:43.56] That's only how my mind settle
[01:45.47] I could see you
[01:46.21] Ain't someone who stay level
[01:48.18] But just for me
[01:49.15] I'm hoping you could be a vessel (ay)
[01:50.81] They said I'm bipolar just like you, motherfucker
[01:53.53] So we been closer, let's get talking, motherfucker
[01:56.41] I ain't scared of the meds
[01:57.77] They help me talk from my chest
[01:59.09] And everyday that I vent
[02:00.49] I see I'm nearing my best because
[02:03.09] I been knocking down these demons, time to celebrate
[02:05.12] I been speaking all the shit you thought I'd never say
[02:08.33] And I'm staying on a path you couldn't demonstrate
[02:10.79] And when I get my own kid, you know I'ma set it straight
[02:13.95] Ay, set it straight, let's get out that yellow tape
[02:16.34] Got this murder of a cycle opposite of heaven's gate
[02:19.21] Yeah, set it straight
[02:20.69] Yeah, let's set it straight
[02:21.92] Even when you running late
[02:23.28] Got faith that we could set it straight
[02:24.55] To figure this shit out
[02:25.12] And find out who the fuck I am
[02:27.21] Feel like every second invested
[02:28.82] Is just another scam
[02:30.20] Put my heart into this pen
[02:31.27] And I pray that you understand
[02:32.85] I'm seeking out the past
[02:34.15] To find a reason why I stand
[02:35.41] I could tell you
[02:36.75] Ain't the type to backpedal
[02:38.30] Give me truth
[02:39.48] That's only how my mind settle
[02:41.06] I could see you
[02:42.08] Ain't someone who stay level
[02:43.94] But just for me
[02:44.78] I'm hoping you could be a vessel
[02:46.62] I could tell you
[02:47.85] Ain't the type to backpedal
[02:49.36] Give me truth
[02:50.41] That's only how my mind settle
[02:52.15] I could see you
[02:53.25] Ain't someone who stay level
[02:54.83] But just for me
[02:55.98] I'm hoping you could be a vessel
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