If I'm Being Honest

If I'm being honest with myself
I'm heartbroken over you
I haven't known you long but I can tell
That I'm pinning too much on you

It hurts to feel like I could care
I'm trying not to but I can't stop
I want to know how you're doing and be there

If I'm being honest with myself
I'm too dramatic in times like these
Keep tiptoeing right up to the edge
Of impossible feelings

I wish I had control over this
It makes me feel very small
That you might think I'm insignificant
That you might not care at all

Did I imagine it all?
I don't trust my sense of time
I may have got it mixed up in my mind
And I want to know

I don't want to think about the end
I want only beginnings
Deep inside my fantasy where
I'm most comfortable residing

It's not like I've never known love
But every time I fall, I fall so far