Talking to Myself

[00:13.90] When I'm bored
[00:16.10] I get drunk and I smoke cigarettes
[00:19.96] Pretend my life's worse than it is
[00:23.08] And feel sorry for myself
[00:28.77] When I'm bored
[00:30.82] I text anyone who will text me back
[00:34.52] 'Cause I want attention, want it bad
[00:38.27] But it's not enough to help
[00:44.06] I guess there's something wrong with me
[00:47.34] Think everybody sees it too
[00:51.06] 'Cause I'm the biggest hypocrite I've ever met
[00:54.81] Yeah, I'm a little sick of waking up like this
[01:02.46] It's hard to be alone
[01:04.28] When I don't really like me
[01:09.46] I keep talking to myself
[01:11.65] But not very nicely
[01:16.74] Oh, I'm scared of where I'll go
[01:19.14] If I don't say the right things
[01:23.80] 'Cause I keep talking to myself but not very nicely
[01:31.48] I keep talking to myself but not very nicely
[01:38.64] I keep talking to myself, talking to myself
[01:42.09] Now I'm here
[01:44.73] And I'm just drinking more alcohol
[01:48.38] Only way I can deal with it all
[01:51.91] 'Cause I can't do face to face
[01:57.36] You would think
[01:59.45] That I'd open up to someone who
[02:03.06] Wants to love me but I'd rather choose
[02:06.92] To push them far away
[02:09.55] 'Cause I don't know if I'll change
[02:13.43] There's something wrong with me
[02:15.92] Think everybody sees it too
[02:19.74] 'Cause I'm the biggest hypocrite I've ever met
[02:23.40] Yeah, I'm a little sick of waking up like this
[02:31.00] It's hard to be alone
[02:32.81] When I don't really like me
[02:38.02] I keep talking to myself
[02:40.23] But not very nicely
[02:45.39] Oh, I'm scared of where I'll go
[02:47.78] If I don't say the right things
[02:52.57] 'Cause I keep talking to myself
[02:55.05] But not very nicely
[02:59.70] I keep talking to myself but not very nicely
[03:07.43] I keep talking to myself, talking to myself
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