Alive And Well

They stare at me with those haunting eyes and all I can say is that I tried. Regret my life is something I can not do regret my actions is something that I refuse. Force fed the feelings of self loathing I'll sit and watch as my life grows colder. Friendships have come and friendships have gone though I regret nothing as I barely get by. Alone again I'll view myself to be plagued by what all the others felt. Their feelings cut like a knife this seems to be a fight for my life. Alone again I'll overcome the feelings that were so fucking wrong. Yet again I view myself this cycle never ends it has just begun. So clearly I can see just what these fools have meant to me. I will not regret I'll just live with these thoughts in my head