Bittersweet

I left my rings on your coffin
Cremation flames became my prophet
My life in pieces, my faith abolished
Turned from god, found pleasure and knowledge
And after so long I find a picture of you
And the past I abandoned, now exhumed
Despite these kingdoms I have consumed
I cannot devour this one last truth

Its all bittersweet
Now you're gone, I am incomplete
Its all bittersweet
I have become a wretched disease
Its all bittersweet
A poison apple, from a dying tree
Its all bittersweet
You shouldn't have died, it should have been me

Once it was over, my passing dream
I'd wear a woman's flesh for my self esteem
Life, my mask, hiding from the hollow
Drink while I drown, all and more I'd swallow
I had life and I threw it away
Glance at me and watch me decay
I'd give it all up just to see your face
If I had a chance, I'd take your place

Its all bittersweet
Now you're gone, I am incomplete
Its all bittersweet
I have become a wretched disease
Its all bittersweet
A poison apple, from a dying tree
Its all bittersweet
You shouldn't have died, it should have been me