Dear Diary

[00:00.88] Dear Diary
[00:03.55] Today was a long day in school and I haven't really eaten anything yet today
[00:08.19] But I guess that's good
[00:09.82] I just wanted to write something real quick before I go off to bed
[00:15.38] So here it goes
[00:18.03] Dear diary
[00:21.68] I'm fourteen and I always feel so nervous
[00:23.45] Tell me why is it that everyone is so perfect
[00:26.13] While I feel so worthless, and they look so happy
[00:28.87] While lately for me, my mood has been crappy
[00:31.57] And I have come to believe all the things that I'm seeing
[00:34.25] On magazines and TV, of every single perfect being
[00:36.97] All the girls with perfect bodies, and such amazing skin
[00:39.76] Oh how I would kill to live the life that they are in
[00:42.35] I've been trying to lose weight over that past couple of weeks
[00:45.06] Throwing up after meals, on the rare times that I eat
[00:47.72] But that isn't enough, I still need to do much more
[00:50.49] To get this guy to notice me, people wonder what for
[00:53.23] There's so much room in my tummy that it isn't funny
[00:55.95] I don't wanna be people's dummy, but either way I feel dumpy
[00:57.74] Most of the time I am left here, thinking to myself
[01:01.38] Oh god is this worth it, or do I need some help
[01:04.03] Like
[01:04.93] I've been used by guys, I've been hurt by girls
[01:06.74] I've been hit by my mom, and cursed by the world
[01:09.40] So I keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect
[01:13.08] I'm waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it
[01:15.58] I've been used by guys, I've been hurt by girls
[01:17.92] I've been hit by my mom, and cursed by the world
[01:20.73] So I keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect
[01:23.62] I'm waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it
[01:26.71] You're not alone
[01:28.29] You're not alone
[01:29.41] You're not alone
[01:31.53] I mean, you're not alone
[01:33.47] You're not alone
[01:34.95] You're not alone
[01:42.82] You're not alone
[01:44.22] You're not alone
[01:45.58] You're not alone
[01:47.99] I'm twenty-three and just ran across my old diary
[01:49.70] I opened it up but i really don't know what inspired me
[01:52.43] To do this, but I was instantly in tears
[01:55.26] To think of how lost I was during those young years
[01:57.96] And that guy that I mentioned back when I was fourteen
[02:00.69] He's my fiancé now; I guess that I'm living a dream
[02:03.32] We got a small house, a nice car and a good life
[02:06.08] But my arms are still scarred from using my own knife
[02:08.78] But he accepts me how I am, and he knows about my past
[02:11.47] And after all that, he still says that we're gonna last
[02:13.23] And I love him, I love him, I love him with all my heart
[02:16.83] I honestly couldn't take it if we ever got pulled apart
[02:19.54] If I could say one thing to me at age fourteen
[02:22.37] It would be that you'll find a guy who will treat you like a queen
[02:24.95] It gets better than it is, don't worry about your size
[02:27.69] And never think you're alone, someone out there hears your cries
[02:30.48] Saying
[02:31.33] I've been used by guys, I've been hurt by girls
[02:33.16] I've been hit by my mom, and cursed by the world
[02:35.80] So I keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect
[02:39.07] I'm waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it
[02:41.68] I've been used by guys, I've been hurt by girls
[02:44.21] I've been hit by my mom, and cursed by the world
[02:47.07] So I keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect
[02:49.90] I'm waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it
[02:52.15] You're not alone
[02:54.34] You're not alone
[02:55.65] You're not alone
[02:57.97] I mean, you're not alone
[02:59.87] You're not alone
[03:01.24] You're not alone
[03:09.07] You're not alone
[03:10.47] You're not alone
[03:11.98] You're not alone
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