HOLLOW DRUG

[00:10.67] Try redownloading dating apps
[00:15.87] Accepting new messages even though we don't even match
[00:20.83] We're only on month 1 of 4
[00:26.10] And I don't know how much longer I can do this for
[00:30.63] Oh I get gratification off other strangers love
[00:35.70] But my god is it hollow and it hits me like a drug
[00:41.22] I'm hooked on the praise and admiration I receive
[00:45.93] But I don't care for these conversations, I just care how I'm perceived
[01:02.44] It's like my body's built to be selfish
[01:07.64] I only get lonely in the evenings
[01:12.81] A dent in my bed where someone used to lay
[01:18.06] It's shape one of a kind and impossible to replace
[01:22.68] I'm seeing shadows of your figure in my room
[01:27.86] They are doing their makeup in the early afternoon
[01:32.79] I'm trying to, learn the looks that you used to give to me
[01:37.87] But I cant find the beauty that you could always see
[01:43.45] I'm grasping at my sink nightly
[01:48.98] My face looks like a stranger to me
[01:53.84] I don't care about my looks
[01:56.82] But simultaneously want to feel good
[01:59.22] Please let me feel good
[02:01.68] Please let me feel good
[02:04.27] Please let me feel
[02:07.64] Oh
[02:09.36] I get gratification off other strangers love
[02:14.65] But my god is it hollow and it hits me like a drug
[02:20.74] I'm hooked on the praise and admiration I receive
[02:24.80] But I don't care for these conversations, I just care how I'm perceived
[02:30.46] I'm grasping at my sink tightly (your figure in my room)
[02:36.01] My face looks like a stranger to me (in the early afternoon)
[02:40.97] I don't care about my looks
[02:43.73] But simultaneously want to feel good
[02:45.98] Please let me feel good
[02:48.61] Please help me feel good
[02:51.44] Please make feel good
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