Late Night Ride

It's always bittersweet watching my friends fall in love
It starts a chain reaction I don't know the end of
The fire in my belly works its way up to my face
I don't wanna hurt anyone I love, so I popped a pill and got out of that place

So I laid down on the roof of her car
To see if god would tell me anything
I read my tea leaves in the stars
But that motherfucker wouldn't tell me anything

I don't wanna go down to where the lonely people are
I'm worried I'll let this go too far
Indulge me a moment and light my cigar
I know I'm overreacting

But why'd you make a perfect boy to punish me?
Filled him up with love and creativity?
Then dropped him hundreds of miles away from me?
You know I'm not prepared to cope
I would crush my arm in a hydraulic press
I would gouge out my eyes just to feel his caress
As I lay me down to rest
The fire burns ever brighter

I don't wanna go down to where the lonely people are
I'm worried I've let this go too far
I can't even look at you any more
Without that sinking feeling