DEPENDED

I'm waiting for
The last fire to burn us out
You never fixed your wrongs
And barely tried to make it right
All disappointments, tired of blindly hoping
So I gave you silence
While I scream at others
Cause I really missed you
But there were always issues with you

The word was never on our side
Heartbreak is just a state of mind

Uh
Never thought I would lose you
Should've told you I need you
This love wasn't easy
But I depended on it (and I still)
Never thought I would lose you
Do you know I would bleed for you?
This love wasn't easy
But I depended on it

You'd ace my test when my mind was going blurry
Carried me around so my feet won't get dirty
You hold me tight through my darkness nights
Everything then felt so right
Before you treated me like I was dead
There's so much left unsaid
You abandoned me and all our plans
So much blood of mine left on your hands

You know I would've been your bride
Heartbreak is just a state of mind

Uh
Never thought I would lose you
Should've told you I need you
This love wasn't easy
But I depended on it (and I still)
Never thought I would lose you
Do you know I would bleed for you?
This love wasn't easy
But I depended on it

Did I make you cry?
Did I miss a sign?
Did I cross a line?
Did I ever lie to you?
Was I too fucked up in the head?
Was it something that I said?

Uh
Never thought I would lose you
Should've told you I need you
This love wasn't easy
But I depended on it (and I still)
Never thought I would lose you
Do you know I would die for you?
This love wasn't easy
But I depended on it

Now I know I should lose you
It's okay I don't need you
Love should be easy
I'm depending on me