all the pretty lights

All the pretty lights are behind me
Why does this time of night feel so unearthly?
Lights outside this car, they seem so blinding
The rain across the sky, it feels like I'm falling too

If only, I could be anybody
And feel that you could tell me
The things I wanna hear
Construct me, and make me so much more than I need
Not just anybody, I need someone who cares

You feel so unreal
But the pain, the pain, the pain
The pain it still remains
And I'm hurting
I feel inside my bones
The kind of hurt that won't leave me alone

Cold purple hue mixed with warm lighting
A feeling so unknown yet so inviting
The static of this car, it leaves me unwinding
Too much space to be filled within the timing

If only, I could be anybody
And feel the way you heal me
The way I wanna hear
Construct me, and make me so much more than I need
A landslide in waiting
Just stumble the right place

You feel so unreal
But the pain, the pain, the pain
The pain it still remains
And I'm hurting
I feel inside my bones
The kind of hurt that won't leave me alone