Nothing To Hold

[00:24.23] I made it out of bed today
[00:26.78] Which is more than I can usually say
[00:29.25] I'm trying to escape this
[00:31.54] Place that I have found myself in
[00:35.70] You may think I'm losing my mind
[00:38.79] Or than I'm disconnected
[00:40.72] From everything that you hold true
[00:43.28] But this isn't about you
[00:49.75] I've been telling myself
[00:55.62] I'm getting ready for this
[00:57.51] I'm fine I swear
[00:59.32] It's just a bump in the road
[01:01.89] I'm getting up from this
[01:05.28] Faster than you know
[01:07.95] Please just don't tell me that
[01:10.84] I need to get a grip
[01:13.31] Because there's nothing too hold
[01:16.95] And I'm trying to let go
[01:22.50] I'm waking up to the sun
[01:24.88] But did I ever go to sleep
[01:28.26] All these thoughts that circle in my mind
[01:31.58] Make good things harder to find
[01:34.94] I feel like I'm drowning
[01:37.88] Or loosing my footing
[01:40.32] As hard as I may try
[01:42.65] I can't find the silver lining
[01:50.16] I keep telling myself
[01:56.01] That I'm ready for this
[01:57.95] I'm seeing cracks again
[02:01.45] I thought I'd fixed them all
[02:01.83] I worked so hard
[02:02.28] Just to watch it fall
[02:02.54] I'm caving in
[02:02.59] But staying strong
[02:02.92] And honestly
[02:03.14] I wasn't ready for this
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