Decline

Far beneath the surface there is an ongoing war
Between a one-man army and the invisible
You can't see the battle
Only the aftermath
Resumption is the key but you can't tell when will it end

Break away
Those chains are not that strong
That's what they say but I will prove them wrong
I don't know what's happening
All I know that it has got the best of me
I'm nothing what you'd like to see

Day in day out
There's no way out of this living hell
I'm burning up
I'm burning out but you just can't tell
What the fuck is this punishment that I don't deserve

Get me out of here
It's only getting worse

It feels like it's decided from the get go
I can't let go of this illusion I brought you into
We're descending in the ocean
And I can't seem to let go
I'm losing this battle in me

Distress has put me on hold
Life passes by, there's nothing ahead of me
Torturing visions
I'm sick of decisions
Longing for somewhere while losing my sanity
I haven't spared myself in the pursuit of calmness
But I've never been this anxious
No one knows what's happening beneath the surface
There's more than meets the eye

It's so delusional
The cycle never ends
Arghh

Far beneath the surface there is an ongoing war
Between a one-man army and the invisible
You can't see the battle
Only the aftermath
Resumption is the key but you can't tell when will it end

It feels like it's decided from the get go
I can't let go of this illusion I brought you into
We're descending in the ocean
And I can't seem to let go
I'm losing this battle in me

Fade into grey
No one can see the affliction
I turn away but it's facing me from every direction
I want to end this
I want to end this war
But it's not
Not my decision