Symbolic Revulsion

Streams of yearnings at war inside of me
Haunted down by incurable sickness
Like a foetus' wish of not being reborn into this world
I am not able to carry a thought without it being malignant
Forced to respond to the kingdom of depression
The voices are everywhere

I please them welcome as they penetrate my mind
I urge them to sodomize all future dreams I may find
I saw the answers, but I know that they aren't true
Hail Satan, I am one with you

Ground by obscure knowledge
Flesh and blood, but still not human
Like slaves chained to a pole
Seeking context between two worlds
Despising their own existence
Bound to suffer eternally

I please them welcome as they penetrate my mind
I urge them to sodomize all future dreams I may find
I saw the answers, but I know that they aren't true
Hail Satan, I am one with you

Symbolic revulsion
You are my enemy