Bitter

[00:24.78] I wish that I could be numb
[00:26.50] I wish that this would be easier (easier)
[00:32.40] I think I'm coming undone
[00:34.37] How long do I have to feel this hurt? (feel this hurt)
[00:40.43] Feels like I'm fading away
[00:44.56] Damaged bones break under the weight
[00:48.32] How long 'til it's too late?
[00:52.25] Maybe I'll be better off this way
[00:57.05] I'm losing all control now
[01:01.08] I sold my soul for a cigarette
[01:05.07] I thought that I would care by now
[01:09.06] But somehow letting go won't feel so bad
[01:22.37] Searching for a brighter view
[01:24.06] But it's clear that I'm so lost
[01:30.32] Will it be the fall that kills me
[01:33.91] Or the sudden stop?
[01:35.85] Was it ever enough?
[01:38.74] (I'm uneasy in my current state)
[01:42.38] (It's eating me alive from the inside)
[01:45.75] The pressure weighs me down
[01:48.39] Will I float or drown?
[01:50.22] Suspense is killing me
[01:53.08] I'm losing all control now
[01:56.93] I sold my soul for a cigarette
[02:00.98] I thought that I would care by now
[02:05.35] But somehow letting go won't feel so bad
[02:09.83] They say the guilty never truly rest
[02:14.28] Is that why I lie awake in bed?
[02:18.17] The bitter memories in my head
[02:22.46] Are all that I have left
[02:41.36] I'm losing all control now
[02:45.06] I sold my soul for a cigarette
[02:49.35] I thought that I would care by now
[02:53.16] But somehow letting go won't feel so bad
[02:57.62] They say the guilty never truly rest
[03:02.19] Is that why I lie awake in bed? (awake in bed)
[03:06.43] The bitter memories in my head
[03:10.25] Are all that I have left
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