Hard on Myself

[00:09.04] I feel so weak but you call me strong
[00:32.02] I could only see everything that was wrong
[00:37.07] Because I don't understand where I am right now
[00:42.08] I'm full of empty cans I just can't throw out
[00:48.00] And I've been living life like a pendulum
[00:53.04] Swinging side to side, never moving on
[00:58.00] Cause I've been stuck inside this place so long
[01:03.07] I forget my life and where I came from
[01:08.06] But I know you said let go I've been
[01:14.07] So hard on myself for so long
[01:19.07] Yeah I know you said let go I've been
[01:25.03] Too hard on myself for too long
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[01:41.00] Break or bend I could make this work
[01:46.03] Hope they comprehend show them what I'm worth
[01:51.00] Or I could live a lie and stay their little girl
[01:57.02] I'm barely getting by between two separate worlds
[02:03.03] And I know you said let go I've been
[02:07.04] So hard on myself for so long
[02:12.04] Yeah I know you said let go I've been
[02:18.01] Too hard on myself for too long
[02:25.06] I can't regret who I've been
[02:33.08] I can't expect to always win
[02:44.06] I can't regret who I've been
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[03:22.09] I used to be so hard on myself for so long
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