Asking Price

[00:02.24] Fell down again
[00:08.76] Scraped my knee twice
[00:12.03] The first was a fluke, and
[00:18.55] The second an asking price
[00:21.06] All of the towels I had wrung
[00:26.58] All for a body dry
[00:30.17] Fell on the umbra
[00:35.07] Eclipsed by self sacrifice
[00:43.37] I don't, I don't mind
[00:52.27] I don't, I don't mind
[00:56.52] Peeling the orange skin
[01:02.31] Counting the slices
[01:05.76] End up with less than ten
[01:10.94] End up with my own devices
[01:14.78] Don't know how to treat myself
[01:20.35] When I know no ones watching
[01:22.99] Every thought is for someone else
[01:28.92] Every thought is exhsausing
[01:32.88] And I
[01:36.73] I don't, I don't mind
[01:44.19] I don't, I don't mind
[01:50.15] Solving equations
[01:56.13] To problems I made
[01:58.98] I'm checking my work back
[02:05.18] And fanning out flames
[02:07.75] Don't know how to stay still
[02:15.27] Every move calculated
[02:17.87] I don't want to lose this
[02:24.16] Every move dissipated
[02:26.77] I hope this is worth it, being the thing that I've hated
[02:31.43] Looking up blindly for divine compensation
[02:35.59] I wish I would try less to mask the starvation
[02:40.04] Hungry for attention, I'm usually left waiting
[02:44.25] Pretend I don't mind it, avoid acuasions
[02:49.15] I lie to myself with some false affirmations
[02:53.39] Created a monster, employed it, and paid it
[02:56.64] It's handled in silence, the deal's consummated
[03:01.62] And I
[03:05.54] I don't, I don't mind
[03:14.71] I don't, I don't mind
[03:22.19] I don't, I don't mind
[03:32.57] I don't
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