You're Not My Friend

[00:17.41] Through the backdoor of my fucked up brain where the chemicals don't help
[00:24.54] Swimming inside of this private hell where I only race myself
[00:31.66] Please forgive me this is learned not taught can't be borrowed can be bought
[00:39.02] Then again I'm just a victim of the life I live
[00:46.62] You're not my friend
[00:53.53] You're not my friend
[01:00.71] You're not my friend
[01:07.47] Then again there's no controlling what goes on within
[01:28.62] Pay attention but I can't sit still if I'm following the rules
[01:35.83] At my discretion, I won't pay the price for assembling the fools
[01:42.93] Please forgive me but I'm not to blame for my cowardice and shame
[01:50.28] Then again I'm just a victim of the life I live
[01:57.85] You're not my friend
[02:04.89] You're not my friend
[02:11.94] You're not my friend
[02:18.80] Then again there's no controlling what goes on within
[02:32.97] I'll never be the same again
[02:39.98] Fight for the means to see the end
[02:47.28] I teach the class to play pretend
[02:54.20] I'll stop the jokes when I am dead
[03:01.73] You're not my friend
[03:08.97] You're not my friend
[03:16.16] You're not my friend
[03:22.76] Then again I'm just a victim of the life I live
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