Thoughts

[00:10.67] Thoughts
[00:13.11] Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
[00:18.26] No medications ever made them stop
[00:23.38] All I think about is everything I'm not
[00:28.59] Instead of everything I got
[00:31.67] 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
[00:36.60] If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
[00:41.93] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
[00:50.11] How to be a good friend to me
[00:55.91] 'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
[01:00.88] When I wake up, I just don't like what I see
[01:06.10] All the way from my head right down to my feet
[01:11.25] I wish that I thought differently
[01:14.26] But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
[01:19.35] If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
[01:24.55] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
[01:32.78] How to be a good friend to me
[01:37.92] Ooh-ooh
[01:43.22] Ooh-ooh
[01:48.43] Ooh-ooh
[01:53.78] Ooh-ooh
[01:57.53] Change
[01:59.70] Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm
[02:07.22] 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
[02:12.53] If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
[02:18.08] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
[02:26.17] How to be a good friend to
[02:29.35] The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
[02:34.09] Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
[02:39.33] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
[02:47.47] How to be a good friend to me
[02:50.86] Thoughts
[02:53.15] Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
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