Too Sad To Cry

Wasn't raised religious
But I wish that I was
Having nothing to believe in
Has been killing my buzz
Yeah, I cut my hair, closed the blinds
Play Hallelujah like two dozen times
And yesterday I tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry, I'm too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk, just lay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
I try and I try but I'm too sad to cry
Can't tell my mama
It makes her worry
I'm not suicidal
Sometimes the lines get all blurry
Yeah, I cut my hair, closed the blinds
Played Hallelujah like two dozen times
And yesterday I tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk, just lay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
I lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
I try and I try but I'm too sad to cry
I'm too sad to cry, I'm too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk, I'll just stay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
I try and I try but I'm too sad to cry