Too Much, Too Soon

Wake up to find that I made it home alive
The memories flood back as I open up my eyes
It was too much, too soon
Let go, let loose
Open up my arteries help me follow through
So I can find a way to lose you

Every time that I felt like I'd rather be someone else
I fell back into the cycle
Dampened thoughts, same spiral

Emptiness, it steadies me
I can trust it to tell me I've got nowhere to be
You can't get far enough
Before you do you'll be falling asleep

Wake up to find that I made it home alive
The memories flood back as I open up my eyes
It was too much, too soon
Let go, let loose
Open up my arteries help me follow through
So I can find a way to lose you

Growing tired of growing skin
Jaded as I've always been
I hoped it wasn't true;
That there was nothing left for you
I'd pushed it all away for too long

Emptiness, it steadies me
I can trust it to tell me - I got nowhere to be
You can't get far enough
Before you do you'll be falling asleep

I should've called or come back home
It's not your fault, you didn't know
I learned you can't control the things that you numb
While I hid my face from the ones I loved

Was it too much, too soon?
Let go, let loose
Open up my arteries help me follow through
So I can find a way to lose you
I hoped it wasn't true, that there was nothing left for you
I'd pushed it all away for too long
Open up my arteries, help me follow through
So I can find a way to lose you