Deciduous

Honestly (honestly)
I haven't been myself for three whole weeks
This city gets me down I wonder why it's always raining
In my head (in my head) I'll pitch my shelter in this bed.
I am deciduous Dying with the change of seasons
I can feel the rush Of cold air against my skin and
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves.
In time when the snow comes down Time
Will freeze while My demons come out.
Suffocate in winter's breath
Dissipate all I have left,
Below the surface, in spite of purpose, I'm trying to forget.
I am deciduous Dying with the change of seasons
I can feel the rush Of cold air against my skin and
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves.
I get by until the wind in my hair
Starts to freeze and ensnare Leaving me in despair.
I'm sick of feeling like I've got nothing left
Always stuck in my head Fated to live with regret.