Distant
๐ต 1414 characters
โฑ๏ธ 2:20 duration
๐ ID: 12575707
๐ Lyrics
(Checked out of the hotel early)
Checked out of the hotel early
Driver picked me up, ain't said a word the whole journey
Yeah
And right now I'm thinking clearly
But my memories of the last week are still blurry
Another reminder of my old habits
I'm on the other side but still I'm left with the damage
And I knew what I was dealing with, didn't wanna confront it
I used to wanna feel numb, now I just wanna feel something
And I rarely ask for help
But now I'm reaching for a hand
Feels like I barely know myself
And I'm just trying to understand
Might be the closest that I've felt
To having everything I'd planned
So why do I feel so distant?
I thought things would be different
Yeah my self-esteem's sitting low but still I'm feeling confident
Can barely stay at home, I'm taking flights across the continent
And trips across the country cause my closest friends are not around
Got me feeling different when somebody asks my hometown
Never take a day off but I think I need to slow down
Listeners round the world now but still ain't done a show, how
Did I get here? Cause I never saw it coming
Doing better but still I don't recognise who I'm becoming
And I rarely ask for help
But now I'm reaching for a hand
Feels like I barely know myself
And I'm just trying to understand
Might be the closest that I've felt
To having everything I'd planned
So why do I feel so distant?
I thought things would be different
Checked out of the hotel early
Driver picked me up, ain't said a word the whole journey
Yeah
And right now I'm thinking clearly
But my memories of the last week are still blurry
Another reminder of my old habits
I'm on the other side but still I'm left with the damage
And I knew what I was dealing with, didn't wanna confront it
I used to wanna feel numb, now I just wanna feel something
And I rarely ask for help
But now I'm reaching for a hand
Feels like I barely know myself
And I'm just trying to understand
Might be the closest that I've felt
To having everything I'd planned
So why do I feel so distant?
I thought things would be different
Yeah my self-esteem's sitting low but still I'm feeling confident
Can barely stay at home, I'm taking flights across the continent
And trips across the country cause my closest friends are not around
Got me feeling different when somebody asks my hometown
Never take a day off but I think I need to slow down
Listeners round the world now but still ain't done a show, how
Did I get here? Cause I never saw it coming
Doing better but still I don't recognise who I'm becoming
And I rarely ask for help
But now I'm reaching for a hand
Feels like I barely know myself
And I'm just trying to understand
Might be the closest that I've felt
To having everything I'd planned
So why do I feel so distant?
I thought things would be different
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:11.14] (Checked out of the hotel early)
[00:15.50] Checked out of the hotel early
[00:17.98] Driver picked me up, ain't said a word the whole journey
[00:22.16] Yeah
[00:23.17] And right now I'm thinking clearly
[00:25.18] But my memories of the last week are still blurry
[00:29.53] Another reminder of my old habits
[00:32.70] I'm on the other side but still I'm left with the damage
[00:36.04] And I knew what I was dealing with, didn't wanna confront it
[00:40.50] I used to wanna feel numb, now I just wanna feel something
[00:45.23] And I rarely ask for help
[00:49.04] But now I'm reaching for a hand
[00:52.44] Feels like I barely know myself
[00:55.84] And I'm just trying to understand
[01:00.11] Might be the closest that I've felt
[01:03.16] To having everything I'd planned
[01:07.88] So why do I feel so distant?
[01:11.47] I thought things would be different
[01:13.29] Yeah my self-esteem's sitting low but still I'm feeling confident
[01:17.08] Can barely stay at home, I'm taking flights across the continent
[01:20.56] And trips across the country cause my closest friends are not around
[01:24.58] Got me feeling different when somebody asks my hometown
[01:28.34] Never take a day off but I think I need to slow down
[01:31.92] Listeners round the world now but still ain't done a show, how
[01:35.62] Did I get here? Cause I never saw it coming
[01:39.08] Doing better but still I don't recognise who I'm becoming
[01:44.38] And I rarely ask for help
[01:48.05] But now I'm reaching for a hand
[01:51.77] Feels like I barely know myself
[01:55.15] And I'm just trying to understand
[01:58.75] Might be the closest that I've felt
[02:02.50] To having everything I'd planned
[02:06.47] So why do I feel so distant?
[02:10.52] I thought things would be different
[02:14.57]
[00:15.50] Checked out of the hotel early
[00:17.98] Driver picked me up, ain't said a word the whole journey
[00:22.16] Yeah
[00:23.17] And right now I'm thinking clearly
[00:25.18] But my memories of the last week are still blurry
[00:29.53] Another reminder of my old habits
[00:32.70] I'm on the other side but still I'm left with the damage
[00:36.04] And I knew what I was dealing with, didn't wanna confront it
[00:40.50] I used to wanna feel numb, now I just wanna feel something
[00:45.23] And I rarely ask for help
[00:49.04] But now I'm reaching for a hand
[00:52.44] Feels like I barely know myself
[00:55.84] And I'm just trying to understand
[01:00.11] Might be the closest that I've felt
[01:03.16] To having everything I'd planned
[01:07.88] So why do I feel so distant?
[01:11.47] I thought things would be different
[01:13.29] Yeah my self-esteem's sitting low but still I'm feeling confident
[01:17.08] Can barely stay at home, I'm taking flights across the continent
[01:20.56] And trips across the country cause my closest friends are not around
[01:24.58] Got me feeling different when somebody asks my hometown
[01:28.34] Never take a day off but I think I need to slow down
[01:31.92] Listeners round the world now but still ain't done a show, how
[01:35.62] Did I get here? Cause I never saw it coming
[01:39.08] Doing better but still I don't recognise who I'm becoming
[01:44.38] And I rarely ask for help
[01:48.05] But now I'm reaching for a hand
[01:51.77] Feels like I barely know myself
[01:55.15] And I'm just trying to understand
[01:58.75] Might be the closest that I've felt
[02:02.50] To having everything I'd planned
[02:06.47] So why do I feel so distant?
[02:10.52] I thought things would be different
[02:14.57]