A Lot To Lose

29's too early to start
Wondering about the things
I should've done with my life
When I was younger
3am's too late at night
To wake up shaking
Looking for the light
Will I grow older?

Covering and closing in
There's a stranger in my skin
Losing sleep and losing friends
Don't know where the sidewalk ends

Always looking for an answer
Never knowing what to choose
Wish I had somebody saying
You don't got a lot to prove
I keep running out of reasons
And I'm running out of youth
Hoping one day it gets better
Cause I'm drowning in the proof
Here's to hoping things get better
Cause I've got a lot to lose

Grew up staring through the glass
Should've known it wouldn't last
Looking back
Playing games I'll never win
All the rules are someone elses
I'm falling fast

The body that I'm buried in
I'm a shadow
I'm a sin
Still losing sleep and losing friends
Can't live till I know how this ends
How this ends

Always looking for an answer
Never knowing what to choose
Wish I had somebody saying
You don't got a lot to prove
I keep running out of reasons
And I'm running out of youth
Hoping one day it gets better
Cause I'm drowning in the proof
Someone tell me it gets better
Cause I'm dying for the truth
Here's to hoping things get better
Cause I've got a lot to lose