My Only
๐ต 2027 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:03 duration
๐ ID: 12596515
๐ Lyrics
It's getting harder for my mom to convince me
I'll ever find someone who actually gets me
And whose strengths and pains are perfectly aligned
For counterbalancing mine
But tell me if such a specimen does exist
What makes me even believe I'd make the top of their list
Or that we'd occupy
The same space and time
On any given timeline
But don't you think I earned a love
For all the wicked nights I've known
Surviving all the toxic ones
Waiting for my only
My only
Don't you think I earned a love
Payment for the pain I've known
Refusing to give in to it all
Waiting for my only
My only
I'm sure there's some perfectly legitimate reason why
I've waited so long; been stung with every treason
But it's hard to have faith
A better future awaits me
From this bottomless hole
So if you could just toss me down a crystal ball
Show me behind the scenes and the point of it all
I'd take that "fool's hope" and fuel this failing soul
But don't you think I earned a love
For all the wicked nights I've known
Surviving all the toxic ones
Waiting for my only
My only
Don't you think I earned a love
Payment for the pain I've known
Refusing to give in to it all
Waiting for my only
My only
Is there any other way I could get through life
Without having to endure all the senseless strife
It just feels like a gratuitous exercise in inane suffering
Come for me
Is there any other way I can get through life
Without having to endure all the senseless strife
Better yet, cut me out of this space and time and
Take this cup from me
So don't you think I earned a love
If only an illusion of
A deus ex machina
To deliver me
But don't you think I earned a love
Or maybe I didn't suffer enough
A few more rounds on the karmic bull
Waiting for my only
My only
But don't you think I earned a love
(My face is sure to bow down)
For all the wicked nights I've known
(My wick is close to burned out and I'm)
Surviving all the toxic ones
(Growing weak and weary, waiting for my only)
Waiting for my only
My only
My only
My only
My only
My only
I'll ever find someone who actually gets me
And whose strengths and pains are perfectly aligned
For counterbalancing mine
But tell me if such a specimen does exist
What makes me even believe I'd make the top of their list
Or that we'd occupy
The same space and time
On any given timeline
But don't you think I earned a love
For all the wicked nights I've known
Surviving all the toxic ones
Waiting for my only
My only
Don't you think I earned a love
Payment for the pain I've known
Refusing to give in to it all
Waiting for my only
My only
I'm sure there's some perfectly legitimate reason why
I've waited so long; been stung with every treason
But it's hard to have faith
A better future awaits me
From this bottomless hole
So if you could just toss me down a crystal ball
Show me behind the scenes and the point of it all
I'd take that "fool's hope" and fuel this failing soul
But don't you think I earned a love
For all the wicked nights I've known
Surviving all the toxic ones
Waiting for my only
My only
Don't you think I earned a love
Payment for the pain I've known
Refusing to give in to it all
Waiting for my only
My only
Is there any other way I could get through life
Without having to endure all the senseless strife
It just feels like a gratuitous exercise in inane suffering
Come for me
Is there any other way I can get through life
Without having to endure all the senseless strife
Better yet, cut me out of this space and time and
Take this cup from me
So don't you think I earned a love
If only an illusion of
A deus ex machina
To deliver me
But don't you think I earned a love
Or maybe I didn't suffer enough
A few more rounds on the karmic bull
Waiting for my only
My only
But don't you think I earned a love
(My face is sure to bow down)
For all the wicked nights I've known
(My wick is close to burned out and I'm)
Surviving all the toxic ones
(Growing weak and weary, waiting for my only)
Waiting for my only
My only
My only
My only
My only
My only
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.16] It's getting harder for my mom to convince me
[00:03.56] I'll ever find someone who actually gets me
[00:06.83] And whose strengths and pains are perfectly aligned
[00:09.55] For counterbalancing mine
[00:13.04] But tell me if such a specimen does exist
[00:15.81] What makes me even believe I'd make the top of their list
[00:19.16] Or that we'd occupy
[00:20.07] The same space and time
[00:22.42] On any given timeline
[00:25.99] But don't you think I earned a love
[00:29.16] For all the wicked nights I've known
[00:32.21] Surviving all the toxic ones
[00:35.24] Waiting for my only
[00:37.52] My only
[00:38.78] Don't you think I earned a love
[00:42.10] Payment for the pain I've known
[00:45.09] Refusing to give in to it all
[00:48.09] Waiting for my only
[00:50.33] My only
[00:53.04] I'm sure there's some perfectly legitimate reason why
[00:56.28] I've waited so long; been stung with every treason
[00:59.26] But it's hard to have faith
[01:00.75] A better future awaits me
[01:02.40] From this bottomless hole
[01:05.79] So if you could just toss me down a crystal ball
[01:08.73] Show me behind the scenes and the point of it all
[01:12.08] I'd take that "fool's hope" and fuel this failing soul
[01:21.76] But don't you think I earned a love
[01:25.12] For all the wicked nights I've known
[01:28.22] Surviving all the toxic ones
[01:31.33] Waiting for my only
[01:33.70] My only
[01:34.78] Don't you think I earned a love
[01:38.06] Payment for the pain I've known
[01:41.04] Refusing to give in to it all
[01:44.11] Waiting for my only
[01:46.36] My only
[01:47.30] Is there any other way I could get through life
[01:50.48] Without having to endure all the senseless strife
[01:53.57] It just feels like a gratuitous exercise in inane suffering
[01:59.29] Come for me
[02:00.05] Is there any other way I can get through life
[02:03.19] Without having to endure all the senseless strife
[02:06.32] Better yet, cut me out of this space and time and
[02:10.05] Take this cup from me
[02:14.76] So don't you think I earned a love
[02:17.91] If only an illusion of
[02:21.15] A deus ex machina
[02:24.35] To deliver me
[02:27.44] But don't you think I earned a love
[02:30.58] Or maybe I didn't suffer enough
[02:33.44] A few more rounds on the karmic bull
[02:36.79] Waiting for my only
[02:39.02] My only
[02:40.24] But don't you think I earned a love
[02:41.79] (My face is sure to bow down)
[02:43.65] For all the wicked nights I've known
[02:44.83] (My wick is close to burned out and I'm)
[02:46.73] Surviving all the toxic ones
[02:48.08] (Growing weak and weary, waiting for my only)
[02:49.65] Waiting for my only
[02:51.86] My only
[02:53.68] My only
[02:55.23] My only
[02:56.81] My only
[02:58.41] My only
[03:01.24]
[00:03.56] I'll ever find someone who actually gets me
[00:06.83] And whose strengths and pains are perfectly aligned
[00:09.55] For counterbalancing mine
[00:13.04] But tell me if such a specimen does exist
[00:15.81] What makes me even believe I'd make the top of their list
[00:19.16] Or that we'd occupy
[00:20.07] The same space and time
[00:22.42] On any given timeline
[00:25.99] But don't you think I earned a love
[00:29.16] For all the wicked nights I've known
[00:32.21] Surviving all the toxic ones
[00:35.24] Waiting for my only
[00:37.52] My only
[00:38.78] Don't you think I earned a love
[00:42.10] Payment for the pain I've known
[00:45.09] Refusing to give in to it all
[00:48.09] Waiting for my only
[00:50.33] My only
[00:53.04] I'm sure there's some perfectly legitimate reason why
[00:56.28] I've waited so long; been stung with every treason
[00:59.26] But it's hard to have faith
[01:00.75] A better future awaits me
[01:02.40] From this bottomless hole
[01:05.79] So if you could just toss me down a crystal ball
[01:08.73] Show me behind the scenes and the point of it all
[01:12.08] I'd take that "fool's hope" and fuel this failing soul
[01:21.76] But don't you think I earned a love
[01:25.12] For all the wicked nights I've known
[01:28.22] Surviving all the toxic ones
[01:31.33] Waiting for my only
[01:33.70] My only
[01:34.78] Don't you think I earned a love
[01:38.06] Payment for the pain I've known
[01:41.04] Refusing to give in to it all
[01:44.11] Waiting for my only
[01:46.36] My only
[01:47.30] Is there any other way I could get through life
[01:50.48] Without having to endure all the senseless strife
[01:53.57] It just feels like a gratuitous exercise in inane suffering
[01:59.29] Come for me
[02:00.05] Is there any other way I can get through life
[02:03.19] Without having to endure all the senseless strife
[02:06.32] Better yet, cut me out of this space and time and
[02:10.05] Take this cup from me
[02:14.76] So don't you think I earned a love
[02:17.91] If only an illusion of
[02:21.15] A deus ex machina
[02:24.35] To deliver me
[02:27.44] But don't you think I earned a love
[02:30.58] Or maybe I didn't suffer enough
[02:33.44] A few more rounds on the karmic bull
[02:36.79] Waiting for my only
[02:39.02] My only
[02:40.24] But don't you think I earned a love
[02:41.79] (My face is sure to bow down)
[02:43.65] For all the wicked nights I've known
[02:44.83] (My wick is close to burned out and I'm)
[02:46.73] Surviving all the toxic ones
[02:48.08] (Growing weak and weary, waiting for my only)
[02:49.65] Waiting for my only
[02:51.86] My only
[02:53.68] My only
[02:55.23] My only
[02:56.81] My only
[02:58.41] My only
[03:01.24]