second thoughts

Second thoughts haunt my brain
What if it's all a mind trick?
What if this ain't what I'm meant for?
Don't want this to be in vain
'Cause if somehow this ain't it, then what the hell am I livin' for?
They said I'd make it, the thoughts in my head tell me I'm fakin'
I don't have it in me, God, I hate it
I wish I was someone else
Someone who can handle all the pressure
Someone who can do it all do better
But I'm just the one who says whatever
And couldn't ask for help, couldn't ask for help
Oh no