Has To Go

Out on the porch
Smoking again with a can in your hand
Same as before
Thinking of them and but they're holding your man

And Id do anything that you asked me to do
But for now, you're just hanging out

Walking the aisles
Pushing your cart while you stare into space
Walking a mile
Nothing inside and you picture their face

And I'm working to be what you wanted today
But for now, we're just going out

And you're always
Looking around
And it feels like
Everything has to go

Hands in the soil
Sweat on your face and you're pulling it back
Anything more
Too much to handle for now its ok

And Id wash off your hands and your clothes before bed
But for now, you just need a break