if i'm not, if i am

[00:15.76] I'm not happy, I pretend to be myself when I'm not
[00:19.80] Disconnected to my friends, I think they need me to stop
[00:23.48] Disconnected to my brothers, are they my brothers or not?
[00:27.20] I stopped fucking with the drugs and now my heads' too hot
[00:31.50] Spun
[00:32.57] Outta control, I'm a mess
[00:34.94] Done
[00:35.70] Playing it off. Cool, it got me distressed
[00:39.20] Meet me out west or meet me down south
[00:42.53] I ain't going to the north, that's where it all went down
[01:00.81] If I can't trust me, who can?
[01:05.16] If I'm not at peace, who cares?
[01:08.60] If I'm not, if I am
[01:16.27] If I let you in, are you really in?
[01:20.49] If I'm drowning would you reel me in?
[01:24.15] If I'm not, if I am
[01:31.31] This might be a cry for help or fake emotion
[01:34.21] Vacation to hell itself
[01:36.39] Vacant spots in the holes in my mind
[01:39.22] Just a moment in time
[01:41.92] I lost it all in the blink of an eye
[01:48.01] If I can't trust me, who can?
[01:51.14] If I'm not at peace, who cares?
[01:55.15] If I'm not, if I am
[02:02.30] If I let you in, are you really in?
[02:06.82] If I'm drowning would you reel me in?
[02:10.62] If I'm not, if I am
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