Deserve This

The moment I find
What I thought I'd lost now
Moving on unsure of where I am now
I am now

Something's screaming so bright and early
Why do we do this in the morning?
The morning

Drive through the night
Avoid the signs
Just numb inside
Can't help that I

Hate that I'm hopeless
You know it, you notice
I'm hopeless, I know it
I notice that I
Stay stuck inside a fortress
Hide beneath the surface
Maybe I deserve this?
Maybe I deserve this?

Rip apart part every single seam
Let's just hope that I break even, even
Weighing down, everything's so heavy
Even the sounds that I keep making

Drive through the night
Avoid the signs
Just numb inside
Can't help that I

Hate that I'm hopeless
You know it, you notice
I'm hopeless, I know it
I notice that I
Stay stuck inside a fortress
Hide beneath the surface
Maybe I deserve this?
Maybe I deserve this?

Maybe I
I'm so tired, why can't I just let go?
I'm so tired, why can't I just let go?
I'm so tired (let go)
I'm so tired
I'm so tired, why can't I just let go?
I'm so tired, why can't I just let go?
I'm so tired (let go)
I'm so tired

Maybe I deserve
I'm so tired, why can't I just let go? (Maybe I deserve)
I'm so tired, why can't I just let go?
Maybe I deserve this (let go, let go)
(Let go)
(Let go)
(Let go)