To The Wolves

More and more I want to meet my maker
Read confessions that I've inked in blood
It's going to take more than a savior
To wash my hands of everything I've done

I'm a liar, cheat, and failure
Took life for granted
Used your name in vain
Raised a fist at my neighbor
Abused a substance just to numb the pain

Throw me to the wolves
Watch them tear my flesh from bone
Always knew I'd die alone and afraid
With amends never made
These callous confessions
I scream out in vain
It's so impossible
Just throw me to the wolves

I'll never rest in peace
I'll never sleep again
I'm still praying for tomorrow cause today will never end
Never going to change
Never had the chance
I will never play the victim
Because this is who I am

Oh God I hate the way this hurts
I feel sick and it's getting worse
I stay so damn low
Makes me jealous of the dirt
I hate the way this hurts
It's only getting worse
I stay so damn low
I stay so fucking low