gaps

How you feeling over there?
I see the friend that you are now
When I'm getting closer
Really close to what I want, I'm really scared
And now that it get the best in me
And I lose out on the things that I loved
I wanted you to be who you are in my mind
I could never bottle my fears
Avoiding, and can make 'em appear
Problems that I'll never remember
Losing half my life to the winter
I feel these gaps in time
Trying to relieve my mind
But it's never really simple
That I can catch your temple
I just wanna fall (I am all that I ever meant to be)
I can't even tell you (I am all that I ever meant to be)
I just wanna fall (I am all that I ever meant to be)
To be one fucking emotion (I am all that I ever meant to be)
I just wanna fall
I can't even tell you
I just wanna fall
To be one fucking emotion