Undesirable #1

[00:09.66] Come on
[00:20.58] My names been dragged through the dirt
[00:21.44] Love me, but suspect me first
[00:23.28] You probably assume the worst
[00:24.12] But that's okay, I did this myself
[00:25.95] You'll ask but I'll never tell
[00:27.76] You'll never know me that well
[00:28.61] You'll never know me that well
[00:30.45] Cuz I'm a snake in the grass
[00:36.75] Talk shit, don't take it back
[00:38.53] Look close and you'll see
[00:39.48] The real despicable me
[00:40.44] I tried, I fucking tried and I tried
[00:43.19] I'm just too easy to despise
[00:45.82] Today I woke up to a miserable scene
[00:48.54] Saw my reflection saw the absolute worst in me
[00:51.28] Insane, crazy in the worst way
[00:53.95] What's crazy is how fast things can change
[00:58.03] When they are going your way
[00:58.93] Now I've got nothing left
[00:59.88] Can't even find the words to say
[01:01.65] I finally lost my mind
[01:03.55] I finally ran out of time
[01:06.37] All or nothing
[01:08.12] I know I've just lost my way,
[01:11.71] but I never meant to leave such a broken path of pain
[01:16.21] Give me a chance please I'll explain
[01:18.94] Different perspectives through different eyes
[01:22.56] We're not the same
[01:24.32] I'm out of touch with everything that I should probably feel inside
[01:28.82] I am the worst person I know
[01:33.43] I never had a heart and I just sold my soul
[01:38.81] All my friends are dead, my girlfriend left,
[01:40.67] and I've got way too many voices inside of my head
[01:43.32] They're screaming
[01:44.23] "I am the worst person I know"
[01:49.63] You want a heart to hear?
[01:50.58] I'll let you know
[01:55.05] I am the worst person I know
[01:57.79] I will not be found
[01:58.74] I'll give you the run around
[01:59.69] The second you see inside of me I know you'll back out
[02:02.37] I grew up with a voice in my head
[02:04.18] And honestly without that voice I'd probably be dead
[02:07.78] Please don't wait for the prodigal son
[02:09.50] He almost came back, but he was having too much fun
[02:12.53] He's dead and gone and we knew it along
[02:15.27] Each time I give in the temptation is too strong
[02:17.96] And now i'm back here again
[02:19.76] Been wearing masks so long that now I don't know where to fit in
[02:23.11] Every night I lose it
[02:24.94] All of the choices that I've made tighten the noose till it fits
[02:28.52] Hide behind so many masks
[02:31.27] Try so hard it never lasts
[02:33.91] The darkness inside of me
[02:35.85] Just wants to set itself free
[02:53.38] I know I've just lost my way,
[02:56.93] but I never meant to leave such a broken path of pain
[03:01.49] Give me a chance please I'll explain
[03:03.25] Different perspectives through different eyes
[03:06.96] We're not the same
[03:08.71] I'm out of touch with everything that I should probably feel inside
[03:14.18] I am the worst person I know
[03:18.67] I never had a heart and I just sold my soul
[03:24.09] All my friends are dead, my girlfriend left,
[03:25.81] and I've got way to many voices inside my head
[03:28.50] They're screaming:
[03:29.42] "I am the worst person I know"
[03:34.99] You want a heart to heart?
[03:35.86] I'll let you know
[03:39.42] I am the worst person I know
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