Peephole

[00:20.18] It's been a while since I let go of these thoughts
[00:22.16] I don't really like to talk too much
[00:24.18] Been really thinking bout them drugs
[00:25.44] I might've bought too much
[00:26.68] Been really sinking in this mud
[00:28.22] Might start copping by the jug
[00:29.45] Let em judge
[00:30.36] Tell 'em they ain't never walked thru such
[00:32.12] Pain
[00:32.85] Fuckin' with love I done lost too much
[00:34.96] So now I look around the shrugs
[00:35.93] Cus these bitches be bad than a mug
[00:38.28] But I promise you they cost too much
[00:39.94] My time is everything and I already spent too many
[00:42.39] Hours
[00:42.92] Fuckin' on hoes
[00:44.14] And smoking on flowers
[00:45.68] Missin my goals
[00:46.55] Just losing my power
[00:48.33] I pray for God to show for better things
[00:50.43] Money ain't make me
[00:51.68] But it made me play the Devils game
[00:52.95] Everything fake now I can't believe in everything
[00:55.65] Main reason I don't do relationships and wedding rings
[00:58.57] I watched my mama struggle tryna feed us by herself
[01:01.02] Before I make a bitch a trophy wife
[01:02.51] I leave her on the shelf
[01:03.51] Looking pretty
[01:04.34] Go collect another nigga's pity
[01:06.46] I ain't that type of rapper you won't catch me in yo city
[01:09.32] And if niggas wanna catch me
[01:10.32] They goin' catch me holding 50
[01:11.44] It's been way too many close calls
[01:13.31] I watched the world turn they back on me
[01:14.87] Then turned back
[01:16.02] I let em in and did em wrong I think they earned that
[01:18.43] They say you live and learn
[01:19.93] But in this shit
[01:20.58] I see somethings I gotta unlearn
[01:22.35] Tell me where I learned that
[01:23.79] Tell me where I learned that
[01:25.04] Look
[01:25.39] Tell me where do you go?
[01:26.57] When you ain't got no one for you to go and lean on
[01:29.28] Watching through the peephole
[01:30.48] Stab wounds in my back from the ones I called my equals
[01:33.10] Lose my trust once and you won't see me for the sequel
[01:35.83] Been hustling for my kin
[01:37.07] Learned to live and let live
[01:38.56] Do me wrong that just show me you ain't comfortable in yo skin
[01:40.96] All I kno is keep it real
[01:42.11] All the fake shit don't appeal
[01:43.34] The cloth that I'm raised from
[01:44.62] Don't rip regardless of the tear
[01:46.37] Been awhile since I shed a tear
[01:47.81] Cryin' always been a fear
[01:49.15] Dyin' always been ideal
[01:50.68] Searching for a why to stay alive
[01:52.33] I ain't find it yet
[01:53.29] What the fuck my purpose in this Life?
[01:54.75] Someone answer this
[01:55.96] Praying to a God in the skies show me sympathy
[01:58.61] Give me a sign to trust my loved ones consistently
[02:01.38] I wanna feel like they all for me
[02:03.27] But it's killing me
[02:04.09] I swear I done gave my brothers fake piss
[02:05.81] And I gave 'em half's worth of shake, Shit
[02:08.00] I'm just tryna help make some shit shake
[02:09.72] I don't want the credit man I been paid
[02:11.59] I only give love it ain't reciprocated ten ways
[02:14.36] And I don't do nothing in hopes of reciprocation
[02:16.93] It's all love till it ain't
[02:18.43] Once it's lost ain't no replacing
[02:20.05] They say if it's real it'll come back
[02:22.11] But I feel like if it was real it woulda never have left
[02:24.81] I don't trip too much unless I'm takin drugs in excess
[02:27.24] Said I don't trip too much unless I'm takin drugs in excess
[02:28.60] I swear I forget and move on way too fast
[02:31.34] Prolly better that way
[02:32.82] Scared of being attached
[02:34.37] My heart, my soul can't take no more
[02:37.01] Tryna give you my thoughts all from this Peephole
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