Therapy

[00:01.72] What if I break like I'm made of glass
[00:07.45] What if I'm so afraid of the past
[00:39.38] I have a hole in my heart
[00:40.84] It's too deep that sometimes I can't breath
[00:42.88] But it's fine cause I feel and it means I'm alive
[00:46.25] I see the bottom of this bottle
[00:49.55] My head is under the water
[00:52.39] And now my house is on fire
[00:55.19] But I'm too tired I just watch it burn
[00:57.95] You said you wish you never met me
[01:00.25] Oh, I love the way you hate me
[01:02.52] Let's check my sanity
[01:03.54] Cause everyone around me
[01:04.87] Is telling me they're proud of me
[01:06.36] Apparently
[01:06.86] They're really not a part of my reality
[01:08.90] I know the gut inside of me
[01:10.46] Is telling me to stop
[01:12.21] And I'm afraid it's a fact that
[01:14.60] What doesn't kill me makes me sad
[01:17.16] Sad, sad, sad
[01:18.89] What if I break like I'm made of glass
[01:24.47] What if I'm so afraid of the past
[01:30.33] I'm not okay and I'm okay with that, it's alright
[01:36.13] I'll survive to wake up when it's ending
[02:08.37] And I will take all this pain
[02:09.87] Down with me to my grave
[02:11.15] Rest in peace with the fact
[02:12.66] That there's no cure for what's in my mind
[02:15.42] It's kinda sad and pathetic
[02:18.76] Even my ghost will be hurting
[02:20.29] It feels exceptional not to be acceptable
[02:23.17] Trying to be conventional
[02:24.66] Killing these thoughts in my mind
[02:26.94] But on the other hand I'm choosing
[02:28.74] To lose it and it hits me different
[02:30.20] Every time I say that
[02:31.78] What doesn't kill me makes me mad
[02:34.55] Mad, mad, mad
[02:36.40] What if I break like I'm made of glass
[02:41.94] What if I'm so afraid of the past
[02:47.89] I'm not okay and I'm okay with that, it's alright
[02:53.41] I'll survive to wake up when it's ending
[03:01.07] Got two demon eyes on me
[03:02.35] While I'm struggling to be free
[03:03.66] Make me numb just like a sedative
[03:06.43] Trying to fight this disease
[03:07.95] We are standing on our knees
[03:09.24] A generation that needs therapy
[03:12.03] Got two demon eyes on me
[03:13.55] While I'm struggling to be free
[03:15.11] Make me numb just like a sedative
[03:17.60] Trying to fight this disease
[03:19.21] We are standing on our knees
[03:20.72] A generation...
[03:22.04] "Who needs therapy?"
[03:32.30] Oh... make me numb just like a sedative
[03:35.08] Trying to fight this disease
[03:36.57] We are standing on our knees
[03:37.86] A generation that needs therapy
[03:39.90] What if I break like I'm made of glass
[03:45.03] What if I'm so afraid of the past
[03:50.94] I'm not okay and I'm okay with that, it's alright
[03:56.57] I'll survive
[03:58.90] (I'll survive and I'm done with this suffering)
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