Ur Name on a Grain of Rice (demo)

I shoulda said so much to you
Which is lame but maybe kinda nice
Like scratch-offs in a birthday card
Or your name on a grain of rice
And I've been sick since seventh grade
And its not terrible but it's too long
And we still talk but now its changed
Does it hurt more to just move on

Maybe I love you
Or maybe I wanted to
See something through
Just cause I never do
And I should call but I'm afraid
Of what your gonna say
Notice all the ways I've changed
And all the ways I've stayed the same
And I hate talking on the phone
Because my speaking voice is boring
And I cant stand to be alone
Cause its so easy to ignore me

I'm shouting it now
Cause I can't write it down
I let it pour out
From the sides of my mouth
All sequined and stoned
Suck it in through my teeth
I'm taking it home
With me still learning to speak

I'm shouting it now
Cause I can't write it down
I let it pour out
From the sides of my mouth
All sequined and stoned
Suck it in through my teeth
I'm taking it home
With me still learning to speak

I'm shouting it now
Cause I can't write it down
I let it pour out
From the sides of my mouth
All sequined and stoned
Suck it in through my teeth
I'm taking it home
With me still learning to speak