Apology Note

Rain soaks over every apology note that you send to me
Cobwebs over nails in a coffin and
trees I'll stop barking up

It's sad because I wanted you to know
I was scared that I could never learn to grow
And these processes are all so very slow
And I'm falling behind
It's sad because I wanted you to know
I was scared that I could never let you go
And these processes are all so very slow
And I'm falling behind

Keep me clean alive and running please

Chain broke, and I'm running at bullet speed
Passing your energy
Brush strokes over every mistake I make
I will not hesitate
Cold beds, I wonder if I will return
Sheets that I'll have to burn
Cobwebs over nails in a coffin and trees I'll stop barking up

It's sad because I wanted you to know
I was scared that I could never learn to go
And these processes are all so very slow
And I'm falling behind
It's sad because I wanted you to know
I was scared that I could never let you grow
And these processes are all so very slow
And I'm falling behind

Keep me clean alive and running please