If I Had It All

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Look, I don't feel the same no more
Look, I don't feel the pain no more
No, it ain't fun and games no more
My soul on the floor and I feel so cold

See all I really wanna do is live
But how can pretend that I'm happy in the end
And I don't give a fuck if I'm ever fitting in
Cause it's me against this world that I'm currently in

I seen real friends, I seen through the fake
And the mother fuckers trying to take from my plate
I seen a lot of suckers trying to lead they own way
While they spread hate, they fall up on their face

But I put my faith in God, and let it go
Cause I got hope, but I don't like the lows
And this is my road, so fuck what you on
And if had it all I would still feel alone

If I had it all, only if I had it all
And if I had, I'd still feel alone
If I had it all, only if I had it all
And if I had it all, I'd still feel alone

Going fast, don't know where to go
Love being alone it's a better road
And I don't even know if I should let it go
Feeling better though must have been the pen and dope

And if I'm ever gon' break I think you better know
The demons got a hold of what's ahead to go
And I been way too gone grab another bowl
I just let it blow, and I never would have known

Wouldn't sleep, on my throne I'm a beast
Where my thoughts that I think? Wouldn't fold, wouldn't sink
You a boss what you mean, get the fuck on your feet
Cause it's fuck what they say, and it's fuck what they think

When it's fuck everything, you gon' get back up
You ain't done, you a king, know you lost in rough
Know it cold and its tough, but you don't ever run
We all shed blood, but don't ever give up, no

If I had it all, only if I had it all
And if I had, I'd still feel alone
If I had it all, only if I had it all
And if I had it all, I'd still feel alone