When Will I Learn

Where the hell did the past six months go
Obsessed with wasted time
I'm so far behind
Been stuck in a low place

Too drunk to know
Put on a fake happy face
Put on a show
Staring at the ceiling

Went too far again
Finding my way out
Searching for some paradise
Can't find a way to keep my satisfied

Back into my old ways
One step forward two steps back
Will I see the problem
One step forward two steps back

Chasing yesterday
I say too little and I say too much
They still have no idea why I'm even here
Pull myself out of this mess

Got somewhere to go
I'm letting myself down
I'll do this on my own
Staring at the ceiling

Went too far again
Finding my way out
Searching for some paradise
Can't find a way to keep my satisfied

Back into my old ways
One step forward two steps back
Will I see the problem
One step forward two steps back

Chasing yesterday
(Yesterday)
Honestly I'm scared for myself
When will I learn