Dementia

Crippling disease with no release
Fading faster and faster
Everything feels like past tense it's relentless

Mental decline like a landslide
The sun sets and your mind fades
Synapse collapse no impulse pass you're never going back
What's gone is gone
I know I'm too young
How do I prolong
How long will this trail on
How long until I forget to breathe

What's gone is gone

Falling faster with no resistance
Accumulating parts of me
Taking them down and washing them away
I feel like I'm wasting time
Losing my mind
I never want to forget

My last form of regret is that it ends in silence
I can't remember your face so state your name
I'm blinded by the haze
With no one no light no one to guide me
A path of ashes leads me to the truth I've always feared
I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid of losing my mind

I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid of running out of time
I'm afraid of losing my mind

Mental decline like a landslide
What's gone is gone
What's gone is gone
I know I'm too young
How do I prolong
How long will this trail on
How long until I forget to breathe

System of impulses
Failure rate is growing
The sun sets and your mind fades
No light
No path to guide
Nothing left behind behind my swollen eyes

I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid of mental decline like a landslide
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid of losing my mind