Always Selfish

Don't you wanna disappear?
You thought you had it figured out this time last year
Why's the exit so unclear?
(Why's the exit so unclear?)
Hold your breath and count to ten
Moved across the world in hopes that you would learn how to swim
But you sink like a stone the second they throw you in

Always selfish, unprepared
You don't feel safe 'cause no one's there for you now
Do you like what you found?

So hurry up and waste time
You know just how to waste mine
Maybe I should stand outside and catch a break
I think I could use it enough
You hear it through the grapevine
Every little thing they say you've got a hardline
Taking it to heart this time, it's as bad as it looks

Always selfish unprepared
You don't feel safe 'cause no one's there for you now
Do you like what you found?
And when the answer isn't there
You'll run and hide and tuck your tail and no sound
Can come out from your mouth

Always selfish unprepared
You don't feel safe 'cause no one's there for you now
Do you like what you found?
And when the answer isn't there
You'll run and hide and tuck your tail and no sound
Can come out from your mouth