distant

I'm as empty as the end of the pack
From my glass as I'm sending it back
To the grasp my frail hands can't care to relax
The bar sticky like your only real boy in a jam
My heart breaks my whole arm right down to my hand
I can't shake this damn feeling
Like I'm flicking the ash, I recline with meticulous care
I'm not crass but I've grown to be as cold as the stairs
I can't act like I know the same hold that you bare
Let it try take a hold of me
I fall asleep to the thought of me tryna fall asleep
As lonely as the house at the end of the street
All fucking crooked like my mouth when I'm holding my speech
I don't let me say a damn thing
I'm on the roof and I'm dancing but I can't see you next to me
I shoulda left you with more than my effigy
But maybe was stood tryna talk with my memory

You're as stubborn as the back of the book
To the fly on the mantle tryna battle
With the angle of your tactical hook
Does it matter if we're actually good
We've been walking round in circles
Like you banged and over bandaged your foot
I can't stand the way you handle yourself
Cuz if I love you then it's me
That's gotta take you're fucking pain to my health
How many circles till we're losing the house
I'm already part of the furniture
But only cuz you're balancing your weight on the shelf
I'm just tryna act honest
The dust settles quicker than you tryna dash from us
I shoulda held our hands together when we lacked promise
Now we sat comfy on these rocks like we splash tonic
I know it ain't leaving, with no closure
I grow old of the same feeling and try to remain breathing
My eyes weaken I think maybe I'll sleep now