KALEIDOSCOPE

For years I thought
I was the astronaut
Making sense of outer space
Instead I was the race horse
With the blinders up
Sprinting steadily in place

And then I saw my future all inside my kaleidoscope
And then it showed me things I wished and thought I would never know
I was so tangled up inside the web of a black widow
Oh, how I miss the warmth of silk being wrapped up around my throat

Romanticize sights of a clearer sky
Make them match the ocean blue
Well, I blurred bеtween the lines
While right nеxt to you
And there was nothing I could do

And then I saw my future all inside my kaleidoscope
And then it showed me things I wished and thought I would never know
I was so tangled up inside the web of a black widow
I still miss the warmth of silk being wrapped up around my throat
And then I saw my future all inside my kaleidoscope
And then it showed me things I wished and thought I would never know
I could've sworn I saw you lying there at the hospital
I still wish I could've held you, I thought you should know
And then I saw my future all inside my kaleidoscope
And then it showed me things I wished and thought I would never know
I was so tangled up inside the web of a black widow
I still wish I could've held you, I thought you should know