The Meaning
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๐ Lyrics
And it's easy to lose hope when
You're going through the same cycles and
Feelings you thought had passed just... come back around
That's why I look for the meaning in the everyday
Just to... remind myself that it's all worth it
It's always worth it
Trying to keep myself from hitting the ground
Every time I feel on top it always comes back around
Guess I should know what to expect now
Cause every time I feel like I'm better, I end up let down
Cause the good days never seem to last
Bad days never too far in the past and I'm
Past thinking that I'll find a solution
Now it's just a part of me that I'm used to but
I can't stand it
And self-destruction's getting to be too much of a habit
Diverting my attention to a different type of damage
The only way to manage what I'm dealing with internally
Always seems to end up being another thing that's hurting me
And I just need a break from it all
Don't wanna spend my whole life waiting for the fall
Cause it's always just a matter of time
No matter how I try to move ahead, I struggle with the climb
When did I lose myself
And everything it meant to be?
When did I lose that feeling?
What it feels like to be free
Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
When did I lose myself
And everything it meant to be?
When did I lose that feeling?
What it feels like to be free
Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
Lost sight of what it means to be well
These days, I've accepted it's a part of myself
So many times, I've tried asking for help
I can't leave it in the past cause it's always in the parallel
Haven't felt much for as long as I can remember
Not even waiting for the day that it ends
Cause it doesn't stop, even when I close my eyes
And I'm left with these nightmares, like a reprise
I can't stand it
And self-destruction's getting to be too much of a habit
Diverting my attention to a different type of damage
The only way to manage what I'm dealing with internally
Always seems to end up being another thing that's hurting me
And I just need a break from it all
Don't wanna spend my whole life waiting for the fall
Cause it's always just a matter of time
No matter how I try to move ahead, I struggle with the climb
When did I lose myself
And everything it meant to be?
When did I lose that feeling?
What it feels like to be free
Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
When did I lose myself
And everything it meant to be?
When did I lose that feeling?
What it feels like to be free
Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
You're going through the same cycles and
Feelings you thought had passed just... come back around
That's why I look for the meaning in the everyday
Just to... remind myself that it's all worth it
It's always worth it
Trying to keep myself from hitting the ground
Every time I feel on top it always comes back around
Guess I should know what to expect now
Cause every time I feel like I'm better, I end up let down
Cause the good days never seem to last
Bad days never too far in the past and I'm
Past thinking that I'll find a solution
Now it's just a part of me that I'm used to but
I can't stand it
And self-destruction's getting to be too much of a habit
Diverting my attention to a different type of damage
The only way to manage what I'm dealing with internally
Always seems to end up being another thing that's hurting me
And I just need a break from it all
Don't wanna spend my whole life waiting for the fall
Cause it's always just a matter of time
No matter how I try to move ahead, I struggle with the climb
When did I lose myself
And everything it meant to be?
When did I lose that feeling?
What it feels like to be free
Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
When did I lose myself
And everything it meant to be?
When did I lose that feeling?
What it feels like to be free
Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
Lost sight of what it means to be well
These days, I've accepted it's a part of myself
So many times, I've tried asking for help
I can't leave it in the past cause it's always in the parallel
Haven't felt much for as long as I can remember
Not even waiting for the day that it ends
Cause it doesn't stop, even when I close my eyes
And I'm left with these nightmares, like a reprise
I can't stand it
And self-destruction's getting to be too much of a habit
Diverting my attention to a different type of damage
The only way to manage what I'm dealing with internally
Always seems to end up being another thing that's hurting me
And I just need a break from it all
Don't wanna spend my whole life waiting for the fall
Cause it's always just a matter of time
No matter how I try to move ahead, I struggle with the climb
When did I lose myself
And everything it meant to be?
When did I lose that feeling?
What it feels like to be free
Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
When did I lose myself
And everything it meant to be?
When did I lose that feeling?
What it feels like to be free
Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:01.07] And it's easy to lose hope when
[00:04.38] You're going through the same cycles and
[00:06.73] Feelings you thought had passed just... come back around
[00:11.91] That's why I look for the meaning in the everyday
[00:15.23] Just to... remind myself that it's all worth it
[00:18.11] It's always worth it
[00:19.82] Trying to keep myself from hitting the ground
[00:21.84] Every time I feel on top it always comes back around
[00:25.34] Guess I should know what to expect now
[00:26.75] Cause every time I feel like I'm better, I end up let down
[00:29.42] Cause the good days never seem to last
[00:31.77] Bad days never too far in the past and I'm
[00:34.38] Past thinking that I'll find a solution
[00:36.16] Now it's just a part of me that I'm used to but
[00:38.90] I can't stand it
[00:39.78] And self-destruction's getting to be too much of a habit
[00:42.15] Diverting my attention to a different type of damage
[00:44.49] The only way to manage what I'm dealing with internally
[00:46.85] Always seems to end up being another thing that's hurting me
[00:49.42] And I just need a break from it all
[00:51.02] Don't wanna spend my whole life waiting for the fall
[00:53.98] Cause it's always just a matter of time
[00:55.67] No matter how I try to move ahead, I struggle with the climb
[00:59.45] When did I lose myself
[01:01.76] And everything it meant to be?
[01:04.05] When did I lose that feeling?
[01:06.64] What it feels like to be free
[01:09.91] Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
[01:14.47] Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
[01:18.61] When did I lose myself
[01:21.38] And everything it meant to be?
[01:23.64] When did I lose that feeling?
[01:26.28] What it feels like to be free
[01:29.81] Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
[01:34.15] Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
[01:38.12] Lost sight of what it means to be well
[01:40.11] These days, I've accepted it's a part of myself
[01:43.16] So many times, I've tried asking for help
[01:44.86] I can't leave it in the past cause it's always in the parallel
[01:47.55] Haven't felt much for as long as I can remember
[01:50.12] Not even waiting for the day that it ends
[01:52.17] Cause it doesn't stop, even when I close my eyes
[01:54.42] And I'm left with these nightmares, like a reprise
[01:56.90] I can't stand it
[01:58.03] And self-destruction's getting to be too much of a habit
[02:00.42] Diverting my attention to a different type of damage
[02:03.08] The only way to manage what I'm dealing with internally
[02:05.39] Always seems to end up being another thing that's hurting me
[02:07.61] And I just need a break from it all
[02:09.32] Don't wanna spend my whole life waiting for the fall
[02:12.23] Cause it's always just a matter of time
[02:13.92] No matter how I try to move ahead, I struggle with the climb
[02:17.71] When did I lose myself
[02:19.90] And everything it meant to be?
[02:22.37] When did I lose that feeling?
[02:24.87] What it feels like to be free
[02:28.34] Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
[02:32.91] Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
[02:37.38] When did I lose myself
[02:39.61] And everything it meant to be?
[02:41.92] When did I lose that feeling?
[02:44.64] What it feels like to be free
[02:48.14] Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
[02:52.02] Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
[02:57.56]
[00:04.38] You're going through the same cycles and
[00:06.73] Feelings you thought had passed just... come back around
[00:11.91] That's why I look for the meaning in the everyday
[00:15.23] Just to... remind myself that it's all worth it
[00:18.11] It's always worth it
[00:19.82] Trying to keep myself from hitting the ground
[00:21.84] Every time I feel on top it always comes back around
[00:25.34] Guess I should know what to expect now
[00:26.75] Cause every time I feel like I'm better, I end up let down
[00:29.42] Cause the good days never seem to last
[00:31.77] Bad days never too far in the past and I'm
[00:34.38] Past thinking that I'll find a solution
[00:36.16] Now it's just a part of me that I'm used to but
[00:38.90] I can't stand it
[00:39.78] And self-destruction's getting to be too much of a habit
[00:42.15] Diverting my attention to a different type of damage
[00:44.49] The only way to manage what I'm dealing with internally
[00:46.85] Always seems to end up being another thing that's hurting me
[00:49.42] And I just need a break from it all
[00:51.02] Don't wanna spend my whole life waiting for the fall
[00:53.98] Cause it's always just a matter of time
[00:55.67] No matter how I try to move ahead, I struggle with the climb
[00:59.45] When did I lose myself
[01:01.76] And everything it meant to be?
[01:04.05] When did I lose that feeling?
[01:06.64] What it feels like to be free
[01:09.91] Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
[01:14.47] Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
[01:18.61] When did I lose myself
[01:21.38] And everything it meant to be?
[01:23.64] When did I lose that feeling?
[01:26.28] What it feels like to be free
[01:29.81] Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
[01:34.15] Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
[01:38.12] Lost sight of what it means to be well
[01:40.11] These days, I've accepted it's a part of myself
[01:43.16] So many times, I've tried asking for help
[01:44.86] I can't leave it in the past cause it's always in the parallel
[01:47.55] Haven't felt much for as long as I can remember
[01:50.12] Not even waiting for the day that it ends
[01:52.17] Cause it doesn't stop, even when I close my eyes
[01:54.42] And I'm left with these nightmares, like a reprise
[01:56.90] I can't stand it
[01:58.03] And self-destruction's getting to be too much of a habit
[02:00.42] Diverting my attention to a different type of damage
[02:03.08] The only way to manage what I'm dealing with internally
[02:05.39] Always seems to end up being another thing that's hurting me
[02:07.61] And I just need a break from it all
[02:09.32] Don't wanna spend my whole life waiting for the fall
[02:12.23] Cause it's always just a matter of time
[02:13.92] No matter how I try to move ahead, I struggle with the climb
[02:17.71] When did I lose myself
[02:19.90] And everything it meant to be?
[02:22.37] When did I lose that feeling?
[02:24.87] What it feels like to be free
[02:28.34] Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
[02:32.91] Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
[02:37.38] When did I lose myself
[02:39.61] And everything it meant to be?
[02:41.92] When did I lose that feeling?
[02:44.64] What it feels like to be free
[02:48.14] Cause every day I'm trying to find the meaning
[02:52.02] Holding onto reasons I should keep believing
[02:57.56]