I Hate Myself

[00:01.09] I woke up today, at least that much is true
[00:10.93] I saw what people see, what a year this made of me
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[00:27.05] I tried a hundred times, but each time I thought of you
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[00:42.44] I hate myself
[00:44.58] I hate myself
[00:46.83] I fucking hate myself
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[00:56.52] And I want days of pain
[01:08.24] Oh, to feel the things I need
[01:19.31] To pay off this shame
[01:21.88] And I know that makes me broken
[01:25.87] I know that makes me weak
[01:31.22] I guess I'll put my armor back on now
[01:36.83] I found a way but I turned around
[01:44.82] One step to start but I'd rather fall down
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[01:58.71] Too much of a coward to just say, "I'm wrong"
[02:06.79] Too much of a coward to admit I need
[02:15.81] Help me, please
[02:20.13] And I want days of pain
[02:31.47] Oh, to feel the things I need
[02:42.35] To pay off this shame
[02:44.72] And I know that makes me broken
[02:48.52] I know that makes mе weak
[02:57.98] Will you help me put my armor back on now?
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[03:06.89] I hatе myself
[03:08.00] I hate myself
[03:09.63] I fucking hate myself
[03:16.16] I hate myself
[03:17.76] I hate myself
[03:19.39] I fucking hate myself
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[03:29.92] "Try to fix yourself", and so they'd say to me
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[03:44.28] Try to fix myself
[03:47.88] Then know how hard it will be
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