Mutual Friend

I lie when I tell myself, I don't think about you anymore
Our photos off the shelf
But I keep them in the top drawer
I put myself through hell
Now I don't even know what for
I guess I just miss you
I fantasize about you leaving her
So I can finally fall asleep at night
Drunk and hopin' that you're also hurt
Prayin' that you're not alright
But I heard it from a mutual friend
That you're doin' okay
And the same damn mutual friend
Said you're doin' just great
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
But I heard it from a mutual friend
I try not to think too much, but I got a lot of time to
Dumb nights and I'm out too much
Tryna forget you
Weekends just mess me up
I'm alone in my bedroom
And we still got the same friend group
So, I fantasize about you leaving her
So I can finally fall asleep at night (I just need to let it go)
Drunk and hopin' that you're also hurt (hurt)
Prayin' that you're not alright
But I heard it from a mutual friend
That you're doin' okay
And the same damn mutual friend
Said you're doin' just great
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
But I heard it from a mutual friend
I'm so over it, this again
Never ends
Yeah, I heard it from a friend
Never ends
But I heard it from a mutual friend
That you're doin' okay (okay)
And the same damn mutual friend (now I'm doin' just great)
Said you're doin' just great (no)
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know (no, I don't wanna know)
But I heard it from a mutual friend