Staind - It's Been Awhile

[00:18.15] And it's been a while
[00:19.91] Since I could hold my head up high
[00:26.42] And it's been a while
[00:28.22] Since I first saw you
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[00:34.55] And it's been a while
[00:36.43] Since I could stand on my own two feet again
[00:42.86] And it's been a while
[00:44.50] Since I could call you
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[00:51.19] And everything I can't remember
[00:59.05] As fucked up as it all may seem
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[01:07.38] The consequences that are rendered
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[01:15.69] I've stretched myself beyond my means
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[01:23.65] And it's been a while
[01:25.64] Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
[01:32.14] And it's been a while
[01:33.94] Since I can say I love myself as well, and
[01:40.14] And it's been a while
[01:42.18] Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
[01:48.74] And it's been a while
[01:50.31] But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
[01:56.87] And everything I can't remember
[02:04.72] As fucked up as it all may seem
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[02:12.82] The consequences that I've rendered
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[02:21.34] I've gone and fucked things up again, again
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[02:34.16] Why must I feel this way?
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[02:42.48] Just make this go away
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[02:50.39] Just one more peaceful day
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[03:02.08] And it's been a while
[03:03.82] Since I could look at myself straight
[03:10.42] And it's been a while
[03:12.18] Since I said I'm sorry
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[03:18.58] And it's been a while
[03:20.60] Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
[03:26.90] And it's been a while
[03:28.86] But I can still remember just the way you taste
[03:35.23] And everything I can't remember
[03:43.16] As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me
[03:51.42] I cannot blame this on my father
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[03:59.35] He did the best he could for me
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[04:07.45] And it's been a while
[04:09.38] Since I could hold my head up high
[04:15.77] And it's been a while
[04:17.76] Since I said I'm sorry
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