Self Sabatoger

I don't really care about a bad reputation
I'm not really scared of humiliation
There's nothing even one can do
I haven't already been through

I live in squalor I'm a self sabotager
I live in squalor I'm a self sabotager

I don't really care about being nice and friendly
Fucked up my whole life
Yeah i really did already
There's no way anyone can mend
All the stupid shit i did

I live in squalor I'm a self sabotager
I live in squalor I'm a self sabotager

Someday i hope that i can fix my brain
Learn to live better and flex through all the pain
Take care of problems
Win and close my eyes
But i don't know if i can change my life